HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

a whole year has flown by and it feels like i've accomplished zilch yet again. so much for resolutions. oh well, the future is still bright, and hopefully 2004 will mean more smiles than 2003 was willing to serve me with. [ so has anyone guessed yet that this year i've resolved to be more optimistic?]

anyway, i almost had a fit tuesday afternoon at work when this fella found me on icq and messaged me saying that he was bored and found my blog on icq and after reading it realised that i'm "one disturbed individual".

i shit you not, he actually said that.

ARGH!!!!!! i almost shook the screen with frustration. i pressed and pressed him to tell me why and exactly WHAT made him say that, and he kept telling me that i was writing "barely coherent jibberish" BARELY COHERENT JIBBERISH!!!! and that somethings in the subconscious should stay in the subconscious and not be penned down and yadda yadda yadda i don't really remember what he said, i think i was shaking too hard and seeing spots infront of my eyes. i told him that my blog was my way of keeping in touch with friends overseas and here and everyone else understood me, so why didnt he? and he told me this story of how he knows a girl in NYC who was trying to be a writer and all her friends told her that her book was great but she never got published why?? because it was all incoherent jibberish.

SHUUUURE i don't quote shakespeare or spout poetry or write as if i was writing a great classic but jibberish? ouch.

*remembers to be more optimistic* well, whatever. if you think that this is nonsense, mr vincent law if thats your name, then thats fine by me, you got any suggestions feel free to drop a note. i'm sure it'll help in my term papers.

in the meantime, i'm sticking to my incoherent jibberish. grrrr.