i think i've made a lot of stupid decisions in my life. from small insignificant mistakes to those that have completely changed my life, to missing out on perfect opportunities just because i'm too chicken shit to do anything. i think those are the worst. thinking back, i could have changed so many things, prevented making worse mistakes if only i'd taken a chance, and not let it just slip by. who knows what kind of person i'd be today.
but i suppose its too late for that now, and i'm hardly the kinda person who lives with regret [or at least, i'd like to think of myself that way.] i just sometimes look back and think.. shoots, what if. just, what if. i guess everything happens for a reason, tho... and the decisions i didn't make are all gonna eventually lead me to a different place, but whatever that place may be, i'm sure i'll be guarded and kept safe, just as long as i keep prayin, He's not about to let me down.
on a separate note, i finally watched snatch tonite on my laptop. and no, i shall not gush like a lil schoolgirl on my blog as i see a couple of my friends have been doin what with troy opening not too long ago and all. [and besides, i think i've already done that sometime back haaha]. but i've moved my laptop to my bed, and since mommy has just installed a router, i'm also on the net on my bed... with my oh so comfy quilt and the lil orange lamp, i finally realise why victoria can just fall asleep on the bed, in the middle of chatting with someone. haha besides the fact that she has some weird disorder where she falls asleep without warning. so all of u guys, if vic suddenly doesnt reply, its not that she's dao, she probably just fell asleep. :) love you still girl haha
my room has become my new favourite hiding place. sweet.
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