since i'm so early to the office (the brother sends me somewhere near the office), thought i'd blog a bit.
yesterday's Second Chance was pretty disasterous. it might just be my pessimism talking, but i thought it was pretty horrific.
i got there thinking it might be okay, since i'd be talking to two girls around my age, but i had it bad - cold sweat, shivering hands, butterflies - the works. the initial questions were tough, and i felt so defeated that when it came to the standard questions for which you should have a cheesy, prepared answer, i was a mess. a stumbling, rambling mess.
of course, NOW i can think of all the clever, witty things to say. bah.
i should've done better. i've been in worse positions but have done so much better. i can do so much better. even if they weren't before, they're definitely thinking other people over now.
never mind. i've left it to God a long time back, and i'll hold on to what a dear friend of mine said to me: He's blessed you with such a good opportunity. even if you don't get this, He will bless you with something else that is equally good or better. :)
to the rest of you who might be put in the same situation i was very soon, learn from this: PREPARE yourself for bitches and bastards, and don't let the tough questions intimidate you.
guess i'll be here longer than i thought.