i hate it when i think i have the sniffles, and got like the beginnings of a scratchy throat coming along. its like, i'm GOING to fall sick, but i might not, i'm fine, and yet i'm... not exactly. maybe i should "whack" the fried foods and chocolate shakes and get rid of this annoying maybe-baby situation.

but i will fall sick if i continue this lifestyle. i'm currently part timing for this company who needs me for one week. except this is going to be my third week there. don't get me wrong, i kinda like it there (maybe because i'm just a part-timer and nobody pays me much attention.) but my "cutting down" on tuition just means that from tuition 5 days a week, i now go for 4. which is still madness. i don't understand why i still tutor them, maybe i've grown too attached to their mispronounciations and their at-their-wits-end-moaning "lao shiiiiii" (which means "teacher" in mandarin). i don't even know if i help them much anymore, and like a friend of mine once very rightly put it, "tuition is expensive babysitting, where they have to sit put and do their homework." but in my case, not quite expensive enough.

look how i digress.

i will fall sick if i'm going to continue running to work at 7am, running for tuition at 7pm then running for social appointments sometimes at 10, all running on about 4 hours sleep.

perhaps its just madness right now cuz my body is more used to getting up at 1230 in the afternoon and lazing the day away. i'll get used to it eventually...

especially if i have to add "go shopping with other working girlfriends" to my list of after-work activities. *big grin*