so the first time i actually do well for one of Prof Patke's modules my essay gets lost. yes. i guess i was too glad in my post about "first times" in handing in my essays right at the deadline, because somebody heard me, and now this is the first time my essay disappears from the pile outside his office.

damnit murphy. now my good grade seems like its just a dream without my being able to actually SEE the grade.

bledy hell.