Tuesday, March 23, 2004

getting closer

do you ever get the feeling when you KNOW you're gonna fall ill? like the scratchy throat, watery eyes and sniffles the day before and then BOOM you're feeling like shit the following day.

i'm feeling like that now, but the weird thing is that i've been feeling this way the past few days. something's either gonnabe wrong with me or IS wrong with me cuz my mouth's been feeling like there's cotton in it and no matter how much water i drown myself in i still feel parched as if i'd been in the desert 40 days. very weird. can't really afford to fall sick now, not with 2 fat-assed assignments to be done [of which i've done... half?] and some serious mugging to start.

ugh feel like a grandma with this pain in the ass backache that really cripples sometimes when i try to even pick up a cup of coffee to drink. what the hell is wrong with me? i'm in like an inbetween state: i feel like i'm gonna fall sick any min, and yet its been days and i'm STILL not sick. i think this is the first time i've been wanting to be sick in my life. just can't stand the 'not-here-not-there-ness' of it all. WEIRDNESS.

speaking of being sick, if you guys watched america's next top model, that model adrienne was SO ILL. just woke up in the morning being ill. had severe food poisoning or something and she was damned shaking and crying in the toilet till she was sent to the hospital. but she's cool. and she's also very gorgeous. she's just got that spunk and slightly druggie look.

okay, whiny post. too bad. i'm allowed to whine once in a while. and hey, it's my blog. BAH!