I want to be my mother when I grow up.

I hardly ever fight with my mother. I did yesterday. I felt guilty and wretched after and still feel kinda guilty and wretched now. 

And then I dreamt of cockroaches.
"To see a cockroach in your dream, signifies your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional, or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life." http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/c3.htm

One fight with my mother and my life is thrown out of balance. She's good. She's really good. >:O