what a week its been :) i can't even begin to describe it. some people really happy, some REALLY not, some angry, some disappointed, some annoyed, others just disappeared. but all in all, i know its cuz you all just care, so... thank you, really. and extra thanks to the two people who sent me an email about two nights back... you guys know who you are. that really meant alot to me, the trust and support, despite being really really apprehensive. *big hug*

so Banu left today. its like, no matter how long she's been here, it always feels like its too short. but at least this time she was here at the right time, and to remind me that if i were to try and please everyone, i'd end up doing.... pretty much nothing. gonna miss you babette... u and ur TUTU-ness, dragging the mattress to and from the other room because you dont wanna sleep alone, figuring out how to shut the bloody ironing board, and your sky-high mascara that you so don't need. *narrows eyes in jealousy* ooh. and thanks for being the only one who can make me feel so fair. hahaha.

ah. how strange life can get. thank God for everything, anyways. :)