Gilmore Rocks.

i decided to work from home today cuz nobody else had work to do and school was starting to get more than just a lil bit depressing, especially with a failed midterm under my belt from this morning. my room works wonders. studying here can be so great[but only when the parentals aren't in] -- i have access to the net, so i have everything i need to read, i can play my music as loud as i want, and i can sing along like a crazyperson. of course, there are downsides to studying here -- i have access to the net, so i have every bit of rubbish i dont need to read, i play my music as loud as i want, and sing along to it like a crazyperson. all this instead of thinking about Hoffmann. and of course, it gets kinda quiet after awhile.

on the upside, i ended up finishing my presentation much quicker than i thought i would with a whole lot to say [which might not necessarily be a good thing]. but, the fact is, i finished it, in record time, and decided to reward myself with not one, but twooooo episodes of Gilmore Girls which have been sitting pretty in my computer, begging me not to be so busy and pay them a little attention.

Also, my schedule this week has kinda cleared up, the presentation that was due today and the midterm this saturday both pushed to next week, so, thats good news for me right now, even tho' it means 2 presentations back to back next week and a midterm, but hey! for right now, it's all good.

so what does this all mean? that all of you beautiful concerned people out there who've been telling me that i've been more than slightly upset a lot of the time and getting cynical, relax. *smile* i'm not saying i'm mary poppins or anything, and i'm not gonna say it'll last [just incase tmr turns out to be a crappy day i am prepared]but the thing is, i'm happy for now -- spending time by myself, finishing my presentation, watching gilmore -- and thats all that matters.

i guess its all about choice. right now i chose being happy because its even tho there might be a lil sadistic pleasure, or even be fashionable to be all pensive and depressed, its tiring, and happiness was never a crime. if temporal happiness will help and not harm anything [like 2 sessions of gilmore after work] then hey, why not. indulge and live it up!

i just thought sharing my for-now happiness might be a good break from previous posts. but dont get too used to it tho. ;) love to the world. :)