2 good days and a bad morning

i shall try not to let what happened this morning affect me blogging about the past few days.

went to velvet on wed nite for this heineken green room session which was great, except it was hardly jazz-inspired at all. but i think we all had fun trying to dodge this angmo who was 1) huge, 2) holding his drink waaay above his head and 3) lunging precariously to and fro to the music. heh. after a while we had a headache and left. jacq and i tried phuture, which was tons better, but it was crazy crowded. i think it was only when we ended up at winebar that we concluded that we're old. sigh. at zouk and we're sitting at winebar! it was made even more obvious at 3 when everyone was spilling outta the clubs and we could see that people our age were the minority. sheesh. on the other hand, it could just mean that the kids were excited this being the start of the hols and all and decided to flock there that night. yes, i am not old. we were just at zouk on the wrong nite. *breathes*

the kl trip is looking more and more like its becoming a possibility! which is excellent, esp since all the other times it was all talk and no outcome. but it was great meeting up with them all yesterday... i realised how much i missed hanging out with my jc girls [and extensions, of course] just sitting around and laughing at the stupid things we've done, and what we've saved each other's names as in our phonebooks. but yes, we went to watch harry potter together where our darlings xinwei and vivien were practically running into the theatre, dragging their slightly more than reluctant other halves behind them, who were throwing mel and i v pitiful "save me" looks. haha. but the movie was great. much better than previous harry potters, altho the girls were complaining that it didn't do the book justice. when does that ever happen.

right. onto this morning. the club21 interview i went to yesterday already gave me a bad feeling, what with her saying they were reluctant to hire undergrads because undergrads were too arrogant to take orders and all. but this morning, she was gonna hire me, until she asked if i could work till end july, and i said i couldn't, and she was like [in a super uppity voice]:'oh, then we don't need your services, bye' and promptly hung up. i didnt even manage to get a word in. and she said undergrads were arrogant?! like, hello?? i wouldn't wanna work for you either, you rude snob. just because its club21 and u dress metrosexuals and trans in armani doesn't mean you can just snub someone without letting them say something. and it is just plain cruel when u wanna sms 'rejected' it comes out as 'selected' first. sigh.

i went back to bed after that. hey, it was only ten anyways. besides, things seem slightly more surreal/less painful after you sleep on it. like it didn't happen.

i need a job, damnit.