you're like a stink, we can't see you, but something just alerts our senses that you're just THERE. there messing things up, there providing an unpleasant sensation. you. you already know you're a shadow, a shadow that prevails even in darkness, intangible but present, right inbetween us, inbetween us causing trouble, always causing trouble.
how dare you, how dare you, how dare you. how dare you seep into my brain, living out my life, being me, BEFORE i get to be myself???? already you've taken one dream, a dream that i've dreamt since i was a dreamy kid, and smashed it ugly onto the wall, and now, now yet another one. how could you? how how could you?! how could you want acutely the same thing that i do, and why did you have to do it before i did? JUST so that i will take my own dreams, take my own self and throw it away?
i would. i would throw it away. i would, just because i detest you. you've gotten to me too many times. i don't care if i grow up regretting that i've never done something, at least i know i haven't done the things that you already have.
you disgust me.