sometimes the first thing that comes to your mind is: don't ask, just don't ask, because you don't wanna know.

and you really, REALLY deep down inside, know that you just don't want to know the truth.

just that it bugs you, and the more you repeat the words don't ask quietly to yourself, this nagging feeling just grows. you JUST have to, you JUST JUST have to know.

hey, it might not be that bad, it might not even be what you think it is!! but hey, if i asked, and it really wasn't what i thought, then MAN would i feel stupid and petty over nothing... would i?

always, always trust your first instincts and just shut up.