Unemployment

Either it isn't as easy as I thought it would be, or I'm just a giant worrywart (I am.)

Woke up at 1 on the first day because I thought HEY I deserve it. Promptly regretted it when by 4pm all I had to show for "work" was being able to sing the Thomas and Friends theme song with the baby. Yea, that will get me paid, alright.

I was slightly more disciplined today and forced myself awake by 9. At least I managed to send a couple of emails out and finish up some work on an old freelance project I'm still doing. 

For some strange reason it still feels like I don't have enough time in a day. Between worrying where my next paycheck is going to come from and being married to my emails, I'm not actually doing much. What happened to going swimming! and starting a new blog! and going running! and going back to sewing! 

*Breatheee*

Ok, it's okay. It's only day 2 of unemployment and I'm still adjusting to not being snowed under all the time. RELAX DUDE, IT'LL BE OKAY DON'T BE ANTSY.

I'm such a loser -_-