Going back to 15

what a crazy past couple of weeks. here's what happened, shrouded in secrecy and with absolutely no details, as usual.

1. everybody got married. thank God wedding season is over... until Feb.

2. realised there are a few people in my life that i love, but can't spend too much time with for fear of pulling my hair out.

3. and then there are others that have stayed absolutely the same who i can't spend too much time with either for fear of going insane.

4. and then there are yet others that i will love for a lifetime, who i can't spend time with because i would drown doing a headstand in a tub full of inch-high water.

5. christmas was a strange one without being able to see the de Silva familia.

6. I GREW A PAIR, GO ME.

7. started 2009 with a panic attack.

8. panic attacks continued when i found out i had to put together a magazine in oh, 6 days.

9. kena backstab, bloody nehneh.

10. went back to being 15 years old.

i suppose #6 and #10 are the highlights, somewhat. i don't mean to be cryptic but i can't say any more except SMILE! no seriously, please. smile. k?kthx.

love to all,
crazed panties.

ps/ this was written the night before deadline day. please excuse me if it sounds like i've lost a few marbles.