just when you think things are looking up, and that perhaps you won't fall over dead after all, the slightest nudge can send you spiralling back down and u find yourself right back where u started.
one minute passed between life going fine, and life going down the shithole. i'm still sitting in my chair, in my room, RCIA is still going on outside. it seems as if nothing has changed except for me. now i feel as i did a month back.
life goes on no matter what u feel like. nobody stops for you, nobody cares if you're feeling like its today, or like its 3years ago. whatever u're feeling stays within, and the world carries on, whether u're there, or not.
it isn't cruel... its just the way things are, sometimes. just gotta suck it up, and catch up, before falling behind makes things worse than they already are.
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