half rant

i havent been able to listen to accidentaly in love without wanting to break the radio, but seeing as i'm tapping my foot to it right now, that's cause for some celebration.

is it even possible to be thinking too much in shrek? i know it was really funny and all, but i think there were so many trite msgs about love and changing for the person you love that it was hard to follow the parody. i thought i was the only one who could be ridiculous enough to not enjoy shrek but i've found someone who came out of the movie hardly knowing what was going on either. [which i guess gave me the balls to write this openly] i suppose it was only because the two of us had just come out of a relationship. in any case, i did catch it a second time, and it WAS funny once i'd thought bout everything and just concentrated on the humour. [so don't stone me please]

been quite on a movie marathon lately. do not watch young adam whatever it is. we were so unsatisfied [gah. for the lack of a better word. gah] after the movie that we had to go watch something else after that. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, on the other hand, is classic like all his other movies... even though i don't quite/chose not to see the hope in it. it still is one of the most depressing movies i think i've watched. the message aside, it was still a fantastic movie. sighh.

a friend of mine recently asked if i was running away from anything. and even though we were talkin about something completely unrelated, i guess i have. running into movie theatres and dinners and coffees so as to not sit at home with too much time and too much freedom for my mind to think bout how i've been thrown back into the world by myself, to fight the battles all by myself again, and i kinda miss someone to tell all this to, or at least someone i know is there to fight these battles with me,

going with the flow is tough. i wish it works, but sometimes, it just doesnt.