sometimes i really don't know what i'm doing.
my stupid lecturer can be such a shithead. yeah yeah he's brilliant i know, but that doesn't mean that every piece of work that his not-as-genius students produce is utter crap rightttt??? his exact words were [in his half-past-six- British accent because although he's schooled there he's still Indian nonetheless] "oh you look a TAD disappointed with your grades... oh yes i remember your essay, it was interesting!! just that you didnt carry on talking about Angela Carter more" and because of that, he gave me a C+/B-?!?!?!! and he said that the rest of the essay was ok. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET A GOOD GRADE IN HIS STUPID CLASS?!?! it doesn't help that he speaks non-stop in cheem english in full sentences without fullstops or commas. all my notes are all in half-sentences because b4 i get to finish writing down one of his points, he's already to the third. ugh... i mean, he's really brilliant and all, but hey... cut yer students some slack here! grrr i'd really really had a good feeling about this essay. g-r-e-a-t.
to make matters worse, i had found a blue pen on sunday when i went back home, and i was so happy with that cuz it was like a treasure that i'd found again cuz i LOVE that shade of blue in the pen. anyway, i've been using that pen ever since i found it again and today, today i lost it. as if my day couldnt get any worse than that.
now that i'm home and watching american idol, its so sad that the judges thought that jpl did a bad job... i think they just miss all his dancing, and i'm afraid he's losing his fan base as well. john stevens was even more poor thing man. he finally sang an upbeat song, and the judges thought he was unbearable. i think he was near to tears. they even thought jasmine trias sucked. hooowwww???
yes, its sad that now the only exciting thing in my life is catching american idol. and america's next top model. and just shoot me.
i'm not a tv junkie. swear.