I know a lot of people who know me say that I'm a through and through romantic and idealist when it comes to love. But I realized that sometimes it takes a helluva lot more to sustaining a relationship than just love. Sometimes at the end of the day when u think u still love that person, it just isn't enough. Love just isn't enough sometimes. Which is kinda sad. I suppose this is why my mom always said that a relationship needs a lot of prayers. And a lot of work, and trust and especially commitment, responsibility and bucket loads of patience, compromise and understanding.
I just heard that Len has to go for high noon end of this month, but I dunno why I haven’t exactly reacted to it yet. Guess I’m just not going to think about it. Oh to the very lucky non army girlfriends, high noon is where our boyfriends up and leave us to TAIWAN for about a month. Yes. I expect I’ll be quite a wreck especially when my pillar of strength is not gonnabe here during the exams, but… lets just hope things won't get too bad. And what's worse, he'll be back right smack in the middle of the exams, so wow, I'm so gonnabe able to concentrate. Army sucks. *reinstates position as president of the “Girlfriends-against-NS” club*
In a slightly weird reflective/quiet mood these days… neither happy nor sad but really sometimes both, esp today. Oh well, I’m just gonna concentrate on the now bit of life, because I've just got a week off tests and assignments and shit like that before it all comes again next week. Also, things are looking up home-wise and I think this is one of the best highs that Len and I are going through. One of the longest, as well. Which is excellent and everytime I see him things just get better with us. So, before it all comes crashing down [yeah I know I'm such an optimistic ball of sunshine, right? haha] I'm just going to treasure all that I have – the peace, the love, the friendships and take things day by blessed day. :)