Thursday, November 20, 2003

wow, studying at home is pretty unproductive.

anyway, the parentals are going to china tonight, and even though i WILL definitely miss them, i'm kinda bummed out by the fact that they'll be gone during my exams and they'd be back just 2 days after my exams are over. which mean only two miserable days of freedom. [ok, don't stone me to death, its just that i love the feeling of freedom... *happily ignores the fact that my overprotective and incessantly annoying brother still resides in my home* ]

my brother is more protective and conservative than my parents!! sometimes he can be SUCH a pain in the ass. you know i hate it when i'm heading out of the house and he's like "WHERE ARE YOU GOING? WHO ARE YOU GOING WITH? WHAT TIME WILL YOU BE HOME??" ugh. hello? i aint your baby sister anymore ya? Like what his wife said, he couldn't sleep and kept mumbling "angel has a boyfriend...my baby sister has a BOYFRIEND" after he met Len. of course, i was kinda evil by introducing Len to the family on his wedding day. heehee. oh well, he's gotta learn to let go eventually.

the other brother overseas... now that guy is cool. he no less overprotective, just that he doesn't make a big deal out of it, and he definitely does not pull a face. or maybe its just selective perception. hmm...

well in any case, i'm gonna miss my parents, i'm sure they'll have a great time together without me for once. my dad can be such a romantic over all that he already is. i mean, especially on holidays, he still holds my mom's hands when they walk or sit, and i know he's always been truthful to her. and they really talk, like seriously heart to heart, still.

isnt it amazing? i know a lot of people at this age who are idealistic, and believe in romance and all, but they're still kinda jaded in the sense that they'd believe that romance and all will go away after marriage and people will turn into boring, married couples who hardly talk, who let their children get in the way of their love for each other. well... i guess that doesn't necessarily have to happen so long as some effort is put in.

oh darn, i told myself not to talk bout relationship issues, what with the somewhat violent objections in my comment box to stop the sappy shit. i really didnt mean to! heh.

oh well, too bad folks ;)